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Current Residence: Kansas
deviantWEAR sizing preference: M
Operating System: XP Home
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: Turtle
Wallpaper of choice: Anything i made myself ;-)
Skin of choice: XP Silver
Favourite cartoon character: NoodleMan
Sorry if this brings you down guys, i wrote this a few weeks back and felt like i needed to get it out of my system and out of my head!

Do you like me? Because I get the impression that you don't care about me. On Christmas you were the one and only person that I cared about seeing, and it really sucked that you couldn't schedule me into your plans for more than five minutes. I feel like a backup plan in your life, someone who you think will always be around when you are lonely, but who you forget about when you're not. I can't help feeling like your safety net. I put so much effort into trying to be the guy who could hold your attention only to realize that's not what you're looking for at all. I remember when we were younger, I saw this amazing, fun, gorgeous girl, and I wanted to be a part of her life. She had a lot of friends and I recall having to fight for her attention. I guess I thought I wouldn't have to fight for that once we were finally together. I was foolish, our relationship started casually enough, but I moved too fast emotionally thinking that if I devoted my time and attention on her and made her a priority in my life, that she would do the same. Hours roll by with not so much as a text or a call, I only wanted to be included in her life. I found myself thinking of changing fundamental ideas in my life, "maybe she would love me then." The unknown is where I exist, waiting to come to her rescue. This isn't healthy, I know that, a part of me wonders did I cause this? Did I do something wrong? Will I ever find normal again? How much more can I even take.. Another night passes, she makes memories with her friends, why doesn't she want to make memories with me? What's wrong with me? I gave her my damaged heart and she tore it in two.
  • Listening to: Sam Smith
  • Playing: Acoustic
  • Drinking: Alot


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Whimsical-Dreams Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2012  Professional Photographer
iNN0CENTxKiSSES Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2011
Hi there! Sorry to bother you, but you're one of my watchers and I wanted to give you a heads up that I'm leaving DeviantART completely. I had switched accounts a year ago, so I wasn't using this one anymore. If you'd like to continue keeping up with my work, you can check out the links below. If not, that's okay too. Thank you for your support up to this point, it means a great deal to me! :heart:

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0o-elly-o0 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2011

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littlegreeneyes Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2011
pssst... ;) <3
littlegreeneyes Featured By Owner May 6, 2009
Thank you for the faves, lover <3
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